Breakeven - The Script

 Breakeven

The Script

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even.

Her best days will be some of my worst,
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first,
While I'm wide awake, she's no trouble sleeping,
'Coz when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Coz she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even, even no.

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces

(Coz when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain,
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh.
'Coz you left me with no love, with no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks, no, it don't break, 

no, it don't break, no it don't break even no.

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces,
(One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Coz when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even)

Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, It don't break even, no

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Unhappy

Truth to be told, I am not anymore happy with what Im doing.

Yes, I'm stressed but it should not matter. If I love what I'm doing, at the end of the day, I'll sleep with no worry and wakes up looking forward for the day.

But what's happening is the total opposite. I'm dreading everyday I go to work. I don't even have the energy to start my task. I don't know where to start and how to end.

I'm satisfied with my previous task and I'm loving it. But unfortunately, I was given a new task and moved to a new core group, and honestly, I am not loving it, nor closer to liking.

It's like this task is draining my energy everyday. My brain can't produce any idea anymore. I don't even like to smile cause I feel dead inside. I'm like a robot built to do what was commanded. No feelings, no emotions and can't even say No. And I don't want to talk to someone coz I fear I might burst to tears if I start blabbing.

So. Here is where I end up. Ruining my blog. Blabbing nonsense just to ease what I'm feeling. Please just ignore this. Kapeesh? :)

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Nail Art

Nail Art is a creative way of making your fingernails to look pretty. It's a type of art by drawing pictures or designing a decorative art on your fingernails. It is one of the latest craze among teenagers and young-at-heart today. No wonder, most of teenage girls are spending time at a nail art salon. You can pick any design that suits your preference and lifestyle.

Here are some sample of coolest nail art designs:

                                                                                

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Max's Restaurant opens at Abreeza Mall Davao

Catch the opening of Max's Restaurant's newest branch located in the Abreeza Mall Davao. Max's restaurant will officially open along with the grand opening of the mall and along with the rest of the shops on May 12, 2011.

On their opening grab the Chicken Experience and other different activies. Surprises awaits the restaurant's lucky customers! The first ten customers who order one whole chicken for dine-in will get one month supply of Max's fried chicken for free.

Catch also their other promo within their opening, exclusive for dine-in only:

Chicken-All-You-Can, from 12:00 noon to 1:00 pm.
Get free ice cream, party balloons and visor for kid customers.

See you there!

Ayala's first mall in Mindanao, Abreeza Mall Davao is located along J.P. Laurel Avenue, Bajada, Davao City. Visit Max’s Restaurant at the 2nd floor of of the mall.


Photo courtesy of James Malibiran.

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3 Idiots

One of my top-of-list best movie today is the 2009 Indian comed film 3 Idiots. The film is about the three 'idiot' student as they struggle their way out of college.

Rancho, Farhan and Raju met at the Imperial College of Engineering (ICE) where they are all engineering students and shares a room in the dormitory. Farhan is a son of a father who wanted him to be an engineer. Farhan pursue he's father's wish despite of his wish to become a wildlife photographer. Raju is from a poor family with a sick father, unwed sister and a weeping mother. Raju is studying engineering to help his family rise above poverty. Rancho is the rebel among them, always questioning things and have different perspective in education. He plays as a fool but actually a real-brainer. He always tops the class, however, he's friends are always flunkeys. Despite of this, he encourages his friends and help them to graduate.

During their stay in the college, Rancho and his friends earn the wrath of Professor Virus, the college director. Because of this, he attempted many times to break up Rancho's friendship to Farhan and Raju.

Despite Rancho's fun and frolic, he surprises everyone by topping the class. Pia, the directors's daughter, even fall in love with him because of his kindness helping his friend and makes them realize their true calling - Farhan being a wildilfe photographer and Raju stepping out of his fears.

On their Graduation Day, after being awarded the best in their class, Rancho suddenly and mysteriously disappear without saying goodbye to his friends.

Years later, Farhan and Raju received a call from Silencer, Rancho's rival in class and now a wealthy businessman that promised to become more successful than him, that he found Rancho's whereabouts. Soon, they found themselves on a journey to find Rancho.

When they found Rancho's house, they found a different Rancho. They learned their friend Rancho, real name as Chhote, substitute the real Rancho in school since he disliked to study. Soon, Rancho revealed that their friend is a school teacher a small town.

They come out searching for Chhote/Rancho now named as Phunsukh Wangdu, a famous scientist and prospective businessman associate of Silencer.

The film 3 Idiots is a story of great friendship, unending hope, aspirations and goodness of life.

Upon watching the film, I got some quotes to ponder.

"With such fear of tomorrow, why live today?" - Rancho

"Life is a race, if you don't run fast, you'll get trampled." - Farhan

"Your friend fails, you feel bad. Your friend tops, you fell worse." - Farhan

"Don't chase success, be a good engineer. Success will chase you." - Rancho

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Avoid meeting SICKNESS

Summer is here. Time to get out in the sun and have fun. Yet, it is the time of the year that colds and flu lurks around the corner waiting to hit our immune system and leaves us sick at home.

Unfortunate for me, I got hit by colds and a damn sore throat, even though I took some precautions to avoid this sickness. But this colds and sore throat won't stop me in my work. What I did is to give remedy to this sickness, and it costs me some money and effort.

If you don't want to suffer like me, here are some few tips to avoid getting sick in the first place.

Hello vitamins C and E. 
Vitamin C prevents you from getting colds and even helps you get over a cold faster. Also, "Vitamin E makes white blood cells more efficient at fighting off infection" explaines by Brian Levine, M.D., medical director of The Cough Center in Laguna Hills, CA. You can get Vitamin C by taking supplement or eating fruits vitamin-rich like citrus fruits. Almonds, peanut butter, and sunflower seeds are all good sources of E.

Restful sleep
When you body is fatigued, you tend to get sick because your body is tired and your immune system get weak. This will be the chance of flu to attack and get past of your defenses. So sleep well and don't deprive yourself of sleep.

Eat healthy
Include a healthy selection of vegetables and fruits in you diet. Avoid too much sugar as possible because it's known to your immune defenses.

Exercise
Yep, the most common tip but gives you a great defense against sickness. It's a great way to boost your immune system. It also increases you blood circulation and make it flow better, thus allowing your defenses to fight an illness in your system.

Wash and sanitize
It's the best prevention in getting flu. Wash your hands frequently using natural soap and lather up thoroughly, as long as singing a happy birthday song. With this, you can kill viral germs that causes colds and flu. Use a hand sanitizer if you can't wash your hands.

Drink regularly
Not alcoholic beverages, but water. Yes, drinking water regularly is healthful. It flushes out the toxins which cause diseases as well as other harmful substances that we expose ourselves everyday.

Have a good laugh
After all, laughter is the best medicine. :)

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First Blood

I'm a fan of blog sites coz I love reading. I always wanted to have a blog of my own but I'm just not good in maintaining one. That's because I'm a laaaaaaazy and start-now-finish-it-someday type. Also, I don't have the talent in writing, which is really unfortunate for me :) I'd attempted many times to keep a blog but it always ended up either empty or left hanging or simply forgotten. There was one blog I kept before - that's because it was required by our college professor - but luckily.. it was forgotten after I graduated. Since then, I always tried to set up a new blog but, yeah, it was, as always, forgotten.

And now, my friends/classmates a.k.a. Ban of Belers *scratch Belers*.. Ban of Brothers (BoB) got back to blogging (I dunno if they stopped like I did. :D). They always skyped to visit their blogs and blah blah. As their friend *angel face*, I visit their blog for the sake of an increase on their $. Haha. Nah. I did it just because they said so. But really, it's for the $, right? :)

One of my friend, Mish, got encourage to make a blog of her ow. So she did, and as well as I. Well, I just hope and pray to the gods of blog that I can keep this blog up and kicking.
FIRST BLOOD! *for this blog* :))

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